Inner beauty

With all the frustration that has been going on I'm my life its good to know that it wont last.  I am grateful for all the support that I get with everything I do. This past weekend I competed at BYU nationals. Ever since I went and watched the comp. last year it had been my dream to dance at it. There was some stress and concern the week before not knowing if I was going to be able to dance because of complications with my partner. But it all worked out in the end! I am very happy with how we did! The varsity team took second in team match which was awesome!! So proud and I pray I make varsity next year. Don't let others bring you down. Be confident, and let your inner beauty shine all around you. Don't stress to much because you can't see how things are going to turn out. But they always will.

Had a little photo shoot to kill time during the comp.

 

 

Brad was maybe a "little" excited!

Love, Amanda Nicole

 

Forever & All Eternity:.

Some things aren't meant to last forever, even the best things. Almost 6 years ago my life changed drastically. For the better, I don't know. I believe that everything happens for a reason. Things will and can't ever be the same. But please know that I still love you. I may talk bad about you, and how you have "ruined" my life. Maybe I just don't understand how hard things are for you, and everything that you hvae gone through, or what really happend. You have gone through so much in your life. Loosing everything you love, like your kids, it crushed you and your world. It took its hurtfull toll on you and continues to everyday you have to go without us. Someday things will get better. Maybe not in this life, but in eternity. Depression sucks and you fight the battle of that and sickness everyday its not fair at all. I wish there was something I could do to help. I will continue to try and show my love and concern for you, always. Our family isn't whole right now, but families are forever. We can be together in heaven if its meant to be. Forever & All Eternity.. I love you mom.

   

 With love,
            Your baby girl Amanda Nicole

The last time..

{Sometimes things change.. and life is hard. Maybe they change for a reason. But right now everything is just the way I want it. I am grateful for the amazing friends in my life that are ALWAYS there for me! Life goes on.. Keep smiling.} This is the last time for you and I.. Everything has changed for the better.

 

 

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Just obessed right now! Love her! Love this song and the whole album!

Well yesterday I went and babysat my baby cousin Anastasia! She is so stiking cute and silly! Then I came home and got yelled at.. for no freaking reason!!!! I though it was the end of the world. I can be so dramatic sometimes. Good thing I have amazing friends who help me through everything <3

 

Later that day I went and saw {The perks of being a wallflower} with Averee & Rachel. It's such a cute movie! Cried quite a bit! But I can't tell if it's because the movies sad or I was just super emontional that day! Anyway after the movie we went to Fars.. And I got cinnamon hot chocolate! It's like the best thing I have ever had!!!!

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Love, Amanda Nicole

 

Dyed my hairrrrr

This is the first time that I have ever darkened my hair! I have always just lightened it! My cousin needed a model for hair school.. so I humbly volentered to let her use me and well mostly just my hair! I would be lying if I said I wasn't nervous.. because I was SUPER nervous! I think it turned out great! It is a little darker brown then my natural har color with a red tint! You can't really tell in the picture.. but whatever!



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Love this quote from general conference