Forever & All Eternity:.

Some things aren't meant to last forever, even the best things. Almost 6 years ago my life changed drastically. For the better, I don't know. I believe that everything happens for a reason. Things will and can't ever be the same. But please know that I still love you. I may talk bad about you, and how you have "ruined" my life. Maybe I just don't understand how hard things are for you, and everything that you hvae gone through, or what really happend. You have gone through so much in your life. Loosing everything you love, like your kids, it crushed you and your world. It took its hurtfull toll on you and continues to everyday you have to go without us. Someday things will get better. Maybe not in this life, but in eternity. Depression sucks and you fight the battle of that and sickness everyday its not fair at all. I wish there was something I could do to help. I will continue to try and show my love and concern for you, always. Our family isn't whole right now, but families are forever. We can be together in heaven if its meant to be. Forever & All Eternity.. I love you mom.

   

 With love,
            Your baby girl Amanda Nicole