Inner beauty

With all the frustration that has been going on I'm my life its good to know that it wont last.  I am grateful for all the support that I get with everything I do. This past weekend I competed at BYU nationals. Ever since I went and watched the comp. last year it had been my dream to dance at it. There was some stress and concern the week before not knowing if I was going to be able to dance because of complications with my partner. But it all worked out in the end! I am very happy with how we did! The varsity team took second in team match which was awesome!! So proud and I pray I make varsity next year. Don't let others bring you down. Be confident, and let your inner beauty shine all around you. Don't stress to much because you can't see how things are going to turn out. But they always will.

Had a little photo shoot to kill time during the comp.

 

 

Brad was maybe a "little" excited!

Love, Amanda Nicole

 

Forever & All Eternity:.

Some things aren't meant to last forever, even the best things. Almost 6 years ago my life changed drastically. For the better, I don't know. I believe that everything happens for a reason. Things will and can't ever be the same. But please know that I still love you. I may talk bad about you, and how you have "ruined" my life. Maybe I just don't understand how hard things are for you, and everything that you hvae gone through, or what really happend. You have gone through so much in your life. Loosing everything you love, like your kids, it crushed you and your world. It took its hurtfull toll on you and continues to everyday you have to go without us. Someday things will get better. Maybe not in this life, but in eternity. Depression sucks and you fight the battle of that and sickness everyday its not fair at all. I wish there was something I could do to help. I will continue to try and show my love and concern for you, always. Our family isn't whole right now, but families are forever. We can be together in heaven if its meant to be. Forever & All Eternity.. I love you mom.

   

 With love,
            Your baby girl Amanda Nicole